Hilaria Baldwin has made some surprising revelations in her new book Manual not included.

In the book, Kona to Alec Baldwin also reflected over 2020 -Controversy about her accent, as it is shared by People Magazine.

Hilaria explained that she grew up “neurodivert” and always struggled to fit in. She shared that she often switched between English and Spanish and never felt the need to explain herself until people accused her of false Spanish heritage.

However, the setback hit hard when the American yoga instructor wrote, “I was confused. I felt lost. I missed my family. I couldn’t eat. I became very thin. I began to question my reason. I began to question whether I was a good person. got worse and worse and worse and worse. ”

“I would sit on my bathroom bottom, breastfeed my baby EDU at 3am and talk to my brother in Spain, and I would cry for him, nauseous about it all,” Hilaria remembered further.

Besides, Hilaria revealed therapy and did everything she could, and wrote, “I took speech therapy to get better. The more I got treatment for ADHD that I tried to ignore, the better I got to separate the two languages ​​and didn’t get so distracted. I tried to improve myself in all the ways the internet collapses had told me.”

“And then I came to the point where I realized: This didn’t help me. I’m mixed, but I’m not bad or broken. And then Hilaria returned,” she added.

Manuel not included, Written by Hilaria Baldwin, who shares eight children with Alec Baldwin, is ready to come out on May 6th.