Bradley Cooper looks back on a chapter of his early career that he says made him deeply unhappy, despite what should have felt like professional success.
During a recent appearance at The Joe Rogan Experience podcast, the actor opened up about feeling isolated and depressed while living in Los Angeles in his mid-twenties, calling the experience “f—ing miserable.”
Cooper explained that moving to LA for work, including an early role on Alias, didn’t bring the sense of belonging he once felt in New York City.
He said the city’s layout and culture made him feel cut off rather than connected.
“I got very depressed,” Cooper admitted, recalling his mindset at the time. “I was like, ‘This is high school again.'”
After attending graduate school in New York, Cooper described that period as “heaven” and contrasted it sharply with his time in California.
“Then I get this job that I think is going to be the holy grail, and I’m miserable,” he said. For Cooper, the problem was not the work itself, but the environment around it.
“LA for me, it was — I think for me at least — was the geography,” he explained, comparing it to New York’s walkable, social atmosphere.
He spoke fondly of how places in New York naturally brought people together, saying, “No matter who you are, you go there with a couple of friends, like you just feel like you’re somewhere cool or somewhere that’s alive.”
In Los Angeles, that sense of energy felt out of reach.
“LA — it’s like if I wasn’t at work I was on the first floor of the house or my rental car. And that was it,” Cooper said.
Even with billboards and posters advertising events all over the city, he felt excluded from the excitement, adding that the city felt “compartmentalized.”
That isolation led to self-doubt.
Cooper recalled feeling like others were enjoying life while he was stuck on the outside.
“If you’re not in, you’re out,” he said, describing the unspoken pressure he felt. The experience stirred an insecurity he hadn’t felt since adolescence.
“And all of a sudden it’s like seventh grade and I’m 25 years old,” he recounted, noting the confusion of feeling unhappy even as his career progressed.
Now 51, Cooper’s reflections offer an honest look at how success doesn’t always equate to happiness, especially when personal connection is lacking.
