Kelly Clarkson just added a hint of sadness to a milestone she achieved.

When she marked the 1000. The episode of The Kelly Clarkson showThe TV personality and the singer became visibly emotional.

Although she expressed sincere gratitude to her fans and viewers, she also became a little personal in her message.

The Because of you Singer admitted that she has been exposed to “a lot of ups and downs personally” and then continued to add a rather cryptic statement.

“I’ve lost, alone, a lot,” she added, but didn’t mention what she was referring to.

Her life has changed significantly over the last years since September 2019 when she debuted on TV.

Clarkson then announced his separation for ex-husband, Brandon Blackstock, in June 2020 after seven years of marriage and welcomes two children together.

Although she ended her speech by telling the audience that “it’s okay,” and thanking everyone, this comes after a noticeable two-week absence from the show on her behalf because of a “personal matter.”