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Boston Red Sox is the subject of Netflix ‘latest behind the scenes entitled “The Club House: A Year of Red Sox.”
One of the interviews conducted during the 2024 season was with Outfielder Jarren Duran, who had a Breakout All-Star campaign. But the interview was quite serious when he discussed his seasons 2021 and 2022, which he said burned his suicide attempt.
Duran has been open to his mental health struggles he has treated as he did not meet his high expectations in the organization to start his great league career.
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Jarren Duran #16 from Boston Red Sox is preparing to fight against Kansas City Royals at Kauffman Stadium on August 5, 2024 in Kansas City, Missouri. (Ed Zurga/Getty Images)
He revealed he got the point where “I was sitting in my room. I had my rifle and I had a bullet and I pulled in the trigger and the gun clicked, but nothing happened.”
“Today I think God just didn’t let me take my own life because I seriously don’t know why it didn’t go out. I took it as a sign, ‘I should be here for a reason,’ So it was when I started seeing myself in the mirror after the gun didn’t go off, ‘said Duran in the documentary Pr. It happened for a reason and obviously you are here for a reason so let’s be as you want to be and play [the way] You will play and live as you want to live. ” ”
Duran detailed to be in a dark place while hearing fans Berate him in Outfield during games. They shouted at him to return to Triple-A Worcester, and many other things that only added how he felt.
Red Sox’s Jarren Duran suspended after using anti-homosexual slur during the game
“I already heard it from fans,” he said. “And what they said to me, [it was like]’I’ve told myself 10 times worse in the mirror. It was a really tough time for me. I didn’t even want to be here anymore. “
Duran was a rookie during the 2021 season when he cut .215/.241/.336 with a .578 ops over 33 games. He hit three doubles, two triple and two homers with 10 RBI that year.
His campaign in 2022 was not much better when he hit .221 with three homers and 17 RBI over 58 games (204 bats).
However, Duran turned things around in 2023 when he cut .295/.346/.482 with 34 doubles, eight homers and 40 RBI over 102 games to Boston.
Manager Alex Cora #13 from Boston Red Sox responds with Jarren Duran #16 by Boston Red Sox as he is presented to the Heart & Hustle Award before a game against Houston Astros on August 11, 2024 at Fenway Park in Boston, Massachusetts. (Maddie Malhotra/Boston Red Sox/Getty Images)
He had a career year in 2024, leading MLB in double (48), triple (14), bats (671) and record performances (735), while he belted 21 homers with 75 RBI.
Duran also made his first career All-Star Game and earned MVP Heads after Belt a home drive that helped the American League beat the National League.
However, there was some controversy with Duran last season when MLB suspended him two matches to say an anti-gomosexual slur at a fan. He would quickly apologize and said he was upset with his actions and would work to be better from his mistake.
“Jarren’s decision to share his story is a fashion that reaches far beyond baseball,” Red Sox President and CEO Sam Kennedy said in a statement via ESPN. “By opening up, he shows others who may be struggling to not be alone and that it is only ok to ask for help.
Jarren Duran #16 by Boston Red Sox responds with a 2024 Boston Marathon medal before a game against Houston Astros on August 10, 2024 at Fenway Park in Boston, Massachusetts. (Maddie Malhotra/Boston Red Sox/Getty Images)
“Each member of this organization continues to stand with him.”
So far this season hits Duran .239 (11-for-46) with two doubles, a triple and seven RBI over 10 games.
