After the bomb shell claims from Casandra “Cassie” Ventura during the second day of her testimonies, she told the jury leaders that she was trying to end her life because of previous thoughts of alleged abuse of Sean “Diddy” combs.

Ex-boyfriend to Combs dating him and turned off for a decade, alleged during the rapper’s sex trade that she was mentally, sexually and physically abused these years.

The relationship ended in 2018, the same year Ventura accused Combs R **** her.

After the split, however, it was not smooth to recover after the abuse, even that once led her to suicidal thoughts.

It is relevant to mention that Ventura’s now man, Alex Fine, met shortly after the separation from Combs and welcomed two daughters.

During her healing years. Flashback from her violent past affected her to the extent Ventura would take her life.

“I spun out,” the jury told me. “I didn’t want to be alive anymore at the time.”

Remember for a moment from March 2023, when she planned to end her life while her children slept, she broke down and said, “I couldn’t take the pain I was in anymore and just tried to get out of the front door in traffic.”

“You can do this without me, you don’t need me anymore,” she told her husband.

Ventura revealed that her husband saved her life that day by not letting her out of the house.